Misanthropic Drunken Loner

https://youtu.be/v0dUnoecoZ0 Days N Daze – Original Video to the song Do me a favor and read the lyrics please: here. I can finally say, at this moment I do not want to physically hide in the dark – but as usual I would like to …

Just need to …

I claim I like being alone, I got used to it and I do not want to change it. You know, expectations and heartbreaks is what follows. I also ended up admitting that “I do not want to do this alone anymore” – this being …

Mayan calendar and astrology

Did you guys know, they had a calendar of 365 days too? 18 months x 20 days (based on moon) + 5 last days. Quoted from https://mayanpeninsula.com/en/mayan-calendar/ The Uayeb of the Mayan Calendar The last five days of the Haab cycle are known as the …

throwback to 13/08/22

I have a bad feeling about this but yeah I am flirting with a colleague yet again. I do not know how he sensed something could come out of me but he got me, shame that I am here and not back till mid September …

“Nothing hurts less than being dead.”

i have been questioning myself, if i do not wish to live and if i do not fear to die, why am i still here? so i asked google, why do we not kill ourselves? If i do not wish to live, why do/can i …